Margaret Clark Journals
June 16, 1997
Summary: A
long, long, long hard day
Journal entry:
A new dimension has been added to my life on the Trail...my family.
I am afraid the reality of it all came crashing down on our heads
and life is a new ball game.
We were excited to get going from Ft. Caspar. We had the usual
morning of getting ready, lunches, water bottles and rush off to
the morning meeting at 6:30. My children planned on walking today.
The original 22 miles has now been revised to 25 miles. The seasoned
walkers know that could actually go to 30. I know what 20 miles
can do to a greenie walker and I am worried! Although my kids are
older and strong, even 25 miles to us regular walkers is a killer
of a day. What do I have to look forward to tonight with my children?
I know the value of the experience here, but I am not about to let
stupidity rule my emotions.
We started out fresh and early. The body count today (live bodies)
is over 600 people, including about 260 walkers. It is a mob. They
told everyone to bring up their tents and provisions for tonight
and it would be shuttled to the next campsite. Well, you can imagine
the mountain of tents, sleeping bags and provisions that showed
up on the lawn. Our normal small pile suddenly was humongous!!!
It filled the bus, a large pull-behind trailer, our 15-passenger
van (that my husband is driving) and an additional flat-bed trailer.
I have never seen so much stuff!!!! It was an incredible sight.
And now somebody had to load this stuff on all of these vehicles,
and then unload it at the next campsite. What a nightmare! Since
my husband is not participating in the walking, he has volunteered
to help. Well, it took forever to load all the stuff, then they
had to drive it 30 miles and unload it. That took a good part of
the morning, and Art (my husband) said once they got to the next
camp and unloaded, it started to rain and I guess it rained a good
one. They tried to cover everything with tarps but who knows what
got wet. The hill was slick (you know, that good old gooey, slick
clay) and he had to wait two hours for it to dry, so that he could
get out on the road again. His job is shuttling people back to Casper
so that they can shuttle cars for people to tonights camp.
I guess there were over 60 cars to shuttle. People from the Casper
ward were called to help and I guess it was a logistics nightmare.
We ended up at the end of the day taking lots of people back to
Casper to get their cars. This shuttling thing was a trial and I
guess it didn't work. And hopefully people will be responsible for
their own tents and belongings. That's the way it should be.
On the trail today it was really a very good day. It was cool most
of the day and at lunchtime we had another soaking rain, so people
were able to cool off. My children spotted a little family early
on that we knew more than likely would need help with their handcart.
It was a young family from Arizona, a dad and mom and four little
children.....the oldest looked to be about 6 or 7. There were two
kids asleep in the cart and they had filled it with their provisions
for the day. Dad had made the cart and they were excited to be on
the trail. Dad and mom started pulling, but it became evident real
early on that mom was needed for the children. So one of my girls
stepped into the pulling position, while mom took off.
Soon, mom couldn't handle the two older kids. They were lagging
way behind, so dad turned over his pulling position to my other
daughter and went to help his wife with the kids. Soon there were
four children on the handcart, my two daughters pulling, my son
and I pushing from the rear, and mom and dad walking. We jostled
the pushing positions with the parents occasionally, but with all
the kids in the cart, and with the weight distribution all at the
rear, I could tell my girls were having a really hard time pulling.
They pulled for quite a while and soon Maren said she had to get
out. So I put my son in. We were heading up some really good hills
out of Casper and it was getting really tough. We traded off the
pulling positions and soon the dad and I were in the front together.
We had a really hard hill to climb. It was long, long, long. We
were pretty well matched on our stride, but it was so hard!!!!
I intentionally slacked off for several minutes and I could tell
that dad was struggling. Fortunately for all of us we had a potty
break and I could get out of the front position. During the break,
dad did a major job at repositioning the weight and even took out
two of the kids. My slackening accomplished exactly what was needed......a
total re-thinking of who is pulling this handcart, and how to let
the realities of handcart pulling sink in. This is NO PARTY. This
is HARD HARD work and this is not your fantasy pioneer life. I think
Dad got the picture.
We pulled until lunch with a better weight distribution, two kids
gone, and a straighter, flatter road. At lunch, mom and the kids
were put in a truck for the rest of the day (I told Dad this was
a great idea) and so in the afternoon with killer hills and such,
the job was not as tough.
One other thing that we observed was that they refused to drink
enough water. This is a really common problem with people out on
the trail. By the time the day was over, my kids and I had drunk
at least 7 liters of fluid each. We were constantly encouraging
them to drink and eat snacks and it almost gets old, constantly
telling people to drink. We take lots of water breaks and you will
frequently go past several potty breaks and not have to go even
though you have had lots and lots of fluids. I was concerned for
this little family and was really relieved to have mom and the kids
off the trail at lunch.
My son was really having second thoughts at 15 miles. Even though
the food and water was not a problem, you get to the point where
you ache and your feet hurt so bad. I remember how much I hurt.
He jumped on a shuttle and went on to camp. I was glad.
The rest of us continued on. At 20 miles, we were getting numb
to walking. For some reason today, even though this is my ninth
week on the trail, I felt as if I was starting all over again. The
bottoms of my feet burned and I felt as if I was getting all those
blisters all over again. Back in Nebraska, our days were 12, 13,
15 milers. Here, for my kids first day we were anticipating close
to 30 miles. I was worried. They were getting blisters. They weren't
bad yet, and we drained some at lunchtime, but the ability to just
pick up your feet and put them down in front of you, becomes almost
impossible at about 22 miles. Everybody that drove by gave us a
status report on our distance and how many miles up to camp. It
was just total endurance. We would pick a point ahead and make it
to there. Then we would pick another point and make it there.
By about 23 miles we had to abandon the handcart. Fortunately there
was a strong boy to help dad get the cart to camp. We just were
trying to get ourselves in to camp. Occasionally, people just stopped
walking and sat down. It would take two of us to get them up and
get them motivated to start walking again. That Alex at the end
of the walkers talked one boy about the last three miles in to camp.
He was incredible with him. I can truthfully say I don't think I
would have made today had it been my first. It was a hard day even
for those of us who were seasoned. We climbed a lot of hills and
it was just hard!!!!
I saw a lot of heroes today. At 15 miles we were still basically
OK. At 20 miles, we were dragging. At 27 miles, everybody who walked
into camp was a hero. It was an awful day. The flat land of days
gone by, has turned into hills. Hills that grab you and hold you
down and slow the wheels of the handcarts and make you want to just
sit down and forget this whole miserable experience. My son, at
15 miles, is a hero. He basically pulled the handcart by himself
his last four miles and kept it moving. His comment was that even
his scouting trips weren't this bad. My daughter said the last 3
miles felt like 300. All I can say is we made it and I don't know
how. Even Kathy was limping, and I have never seen Kathy limp.
I guess I should talk about the terrain today. It felt like I was
back home in Southern Utah up in the meadows by Panguitch Lake.
The only thing missing were the trees. Even my kids commented that
it was like home. Since we were up on the hills, the view was beautiful.
We could see for a long ways.. The sagebrush and vegetation was
so green. The flowers were out and there were birds and small animals..
Because of the weather, we had beautiful clouds. It really was so
incredibly remote, but awesome in its beauty.
We went through the area that the Martin Handcart Company was in
trouble. There was one area we were shown where the first men found
them huddling in the snow. I tried to picture the scene, and fortunately
the vision for me is dim. I am just afraid I could not stand to
describe the scene.
Our camp tonight was on Rattlesnake Ridge. Before everybody got
to camp tonight, the campjacks walked over the field and chased
the the snakes into their holes and out of the field. I understand
they stopped counting at five snakes. They couldn't find some of
them that got away. Oh, it has been a day.
HappyNetTrekking!!!
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