Wendy Westergard Journals
May 18, 1997
Location: North Platte, Nebraska - Location: 41:07:26N 100:45:54W Elevation:
2800 feet
Summary: A spiritual day.
Journal entry: Right now I'm sitting
at the edge of the Platte River. It's peaceful. The birds are chirping
and the wind is blowing gently. My soul has peacefulness in my heart.
To know that we are recreating some of the events and to have a
better appreciation for this glorious work and heritage. We are
making a great work for our own time as well as celebrating our
heritage. [...]
The spirit has been so strong today. The Lord is helping us in
so many ways. It is so easy to feel the STRONG spirit everyday,
if your heart is open. If you let it just be "a fun time" the whole
trek, it's hard to get the whole sprit of the trek especially if
your heart isn't open to the tenderness and courage present.
When I think about this trek, it seems like a challenge, like a
challenge when I'm primitive camping with a twist. I know that it
will get tremendously harder after this point because of the sand
and the difference in climate.
When I think of friends back home and friends in different parts
of the world I know that this trek would be so very hard for them.
They like the comfort of today's society too much. (mind you, this
is not all my friends- just a lot of them) I'm different in that
I like to see how little I can live on. I don't mind going without
things. For the regular person on the street, this trek was be extremely
hard.
The best way to learn things is sometimes the hard way. The trail
will yield us its secrets to us if our hearts and minds are open
and will make sacrifices along the way. Without sacrifice this is
"just another adventure." This is a special adventure. It's more
than an adventure. It fills my soul with so many things that it
is hard to describe. I don't know if I have words to describe it.
It helps my soul to soar in so many wonderful directions. I feel
free. I'm at peace and I'm growing to be a better person. I've become
a peacemaker. I've not always been like that. I was always squabbling
over something with a sibling or parent. Now I help a lot of the
time to prevent squabbles. Getting along is so much easier than
fighting. Besides contention is of the devil.
I want everyone to know that I love the Lord with all my heart,
mind and soul. [...] I love this work. I hope that I can be in tune
with the spirit in order to progress forward. [...] Looking at this
beautiful river I don't understand how anyone could doubt there
is a living God directing us for good so that we can return to him
someday. [...]
|